Not an escape from your life. The long way back into it.
Licensed psychedelic facilitation for veterans, special operations, and people from high-pressure work — preparation, the medicine itself, and the long return that follows. Held legally, under Colorado’s Natural Medicine program.
See the Work →Licensed Colorado Natural Medicine Facilitator/DORA NMIT.0000603/Regulated psilocybin · Adults 21+ · Screened
An Invitation
You already know how to push through. This asks for the other discipline — turning back toward what you outran, and toward the parts of you that went silent to keep you alive: your body, your grief, your people, the ordinary life still waiting underneath.
To descend is not to be lost. It is to find what must be carried back.
Who You’d Be Sitting With
Before this, I was a Communications Sergeant in U.S. Army Special Forces — an 18E. On paper it was radios and encrypted systems. In practice it was people, and being the steady voice on the net when a team needed one most.
Read the full story →The Shape of It
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You stop outrunning it. You decide to turn and look.
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You go down into it — not alone — and meet what you buried to keep moving.
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You set down what was never yours to carry. You keep what’s true.
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You bring it home — to your body, your people, the ordinary life that needs you in it.
You can know exactly what’s wrong and keep doing it for years. Knowing was never the hard part.
Read the Field Notes →The mission is not escape.
The mission is return.
Begin
No commitment in the first message. Tell me where you are, what you’re carrying, and what you’re walking toward. If it isn’t a fit, I’ll say so plainly.
Begin the Conversation →